Christmas eve 2011

Well here it is again, that time of year when the nights, although they are getting shorter, seem to last forever.
I try to put down my feelings on here but I just can’t put my finger on them… I can’t express myself in words, I ramble on from one depressing thought to another, like a leaf in a river bumping first one obstacle then the other.
In my last post, I listed some of the more important things that have happened this year to influence my life, But I am caught up in the anticipation of things to come and surely they will.
As of this writing I have heard not a word from any so-called family member regarding what I am doing tonight for Christmas eve, nor have I received an invite. I will make a couple of calls tonight to my family who live out of state and them that live here but too far away to visit. The others that do not call or get in touch with me before morning will be removed from my list of people I care about.
Merry Christmas
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I call for a replacement medicare card….The computer, after gleaning that I don’t want to use spanish asks me for my card number followed by the pound sign… If you don’t have the number, you may wish to hang up and call back when you do have it…oh…and if I choose to wait to speak to a representative, (yes I do) the wait will be only ten minutes…